It feels different to anything I have ever felt for a guy before. He is absolutely gorgeous. But I think he has a great personality, too (unlike the last absolutely gorgeous guy, who was a lying, cheating thing). He is friendly and funny and warm. He smiles at me when I get to work and he often comes and says hello (followed by a 'Oh god, I'm not working with you today am I?' and a smile to show he's joking).Every time I think of him or see him, I can feel my pulse quicken and my breathing change. I have giggled over him with my friends. Despite being 25, I have never been a giggle-over-guys kind of girl - I have tended to keep my crushes to myself. Or tried to be all grown up about it.
We flirt all the time together at work (to an extent - as you may be aware I am a nurse, so in front of patients, we are of course sensible and mature) and it must be so obvious cos everybody has noticed. I felt so good after a couple of shifts with him as the flirting just didn't stop! He even started the flirting the other day.
However, I don't know if he is single. One of the girls at work says he is single, but I don't know. But I am too shy (about the only thing I am shy about!) to ask him, or to take the flirting any further, just in case he says no. And seeing him at work after that would be so embarrassing.
He's also a little bit younger than me. To me, that sounds like a problem. But then, I realised that the last guy I was with was 2 years younger than me, and the one before him was a year younger than me. So, actually, I guess that's not a problem, really.
I don't know what to do now, though.
Help!
Thats fine that hes younger. My boyfriend is younger than me. It doesn't matter, you know.
ReplyDeleteAmd so what if you see him at work afterwards. You're young, free and single. You should be having fun. And being shy is not going to let you have fun.